Avail — Blue Times Two lyrics

God I feel like hell
For myself and you
And I hate myself
To end absolute
Walking still below ceilings
Going round and round
Nine in the evening now
And I ain't never shared
More than times allowed
Without you leading
I could just stay and fight
Oh I'd still feel justified
But I don't always do what I intend
My mind stands to fail
With or without much deatail
And for that it's far too late
Standing still but not believing
That talking round and round
Will a solve everything right now
And I ain't never dared
Let a word slip out
Do you breathe when speaking?
Cause I've been here all night
And you talked your throat fucking dry
Did you even mean a word you said?
My mind stands to fail
With or without much detail
And I can do without distractions
God I feel like hell
For myself and you
And I hate myself
To end so absolute
My mind stands to fail
With or without much detail
It's best left unsaid
Let's accept mistakes were made
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