Bamboo — In This Life lyrics

Try to stop myself
Still I need a better reason
Hurt and sacred
Don't seem to have enough poison
To keep on taking on
You just don't know what's going on
Who'd a thought
I'd shut down
Bet we never saw that
Blamed myself everyday
Yes I was all alone
Everything's changed for me

In this life
I will suffer
In this life
There is joy
So I'll wait for that revolving door
Pause and take a deep breath
Be that man once more
In this life
In this life
So I'll wait

Much to live and love
But the heart tells a different story
Tell it to me thrice
I still remember that first line
It was such a beautiful lie

Under sun shelter shade
We find this other life
Hope it all works out here
Should I knock three times
Know you're welcome but
I still hear no reply
Ain't the start nor the end
It's the ride it's the weight

Sa buhay na ito
Tayo ay manatili
Huminga ng malalim
Huminga ng malalim
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