Cowboy Mouth — Laughable lyrics

Well I stare at the hole in my hands
And I watch you slip away
And I feel if I'd only done better than maybe I could make you stay

And I stare at the hole in my hands
And I can't remember things I say
Hour to hour, sentence to sentence, day to day

Well I could but I don't
And I should but I won't
It's laughable

There's an empty space in my bed
My bed's too big these days
Even as I hold you I'm letting you go somewhere far away

There's an empty space in my heart
When my friends say, "boy, now you're free"
Cause freedom's not a ring around your finger
I can tell 'em it's a memory

Well I could but I don't
And I should but I won't
It's laughable

Having to tell someone good bye
Having to find a place to hide
When all you feel these days is empty inside

Well I remember the last time we met
You held a stranger's hand
You introduced him to me and said, "can we try and be friends?"

Well I could but I don't
And I should but I won't
It's laughable
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