Dont Look Down — Trust Is A Word lyrics

How can i explain this
SO YOU KNOW
That i was never honest
Did it ever show?
I'm a master of disguise
Do i burn you up?
Or tear you down?
Either way i shut you out
So LET IT GO
Without a sound
One way trip you're headed down
How can i explain this so it hurts?
I did my best to love you (lie)
But it never worked
Have i BLED this moment dry?
Used to be something so special (you)
Used to be something that made me ME
No i'm not sure who i am anymore
No i'm not sure (is that wrong?)
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