Good Life — New Denial lyrics

I can't do this anymore:
Stay in, black out, hit the floor.
I've forgotten what i'm hiding from
But mama called and cried to me,
"baby, your anniversary was last tuesday."
That's right...okay, i guess it slipped my mind.
And that's fine with me, i guess,
Though it came as a surprise.
I gotta celebrate my memory's retreat
It's finally forgetting things.
I pushed it away. i let histroy lie.
Finally memory sleeps.
Goodnight.

It's gonna be all right okay?
I'm leaving everything behind
So goodnight, farewell-and cheers
To the new denial.
Exhausted with the born again routine...
You die a little bit each time you smile.
So grit your teeth, they like you happy.
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