Grammatrain — Lonely House lyrics

Cannot grow pretend to bleed
In a trough of gray I kneel to feed
Stare forward, glare behind
Looking for what I cannot find
Am I the soil or the seed
Can't tell what's inside anymore
Could be I'm alright like before
Black or white I lost my sight
Can't tell what's inside anymore
An angry child, never seen
Since I got my wings I'm never free
Mirror, mirror to me you show
Someone that I do not know
In a lonly house I look for thee
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