Insidious Frustration — In Reverse lyrics

In reverse I would go back
To memories I despise most
In reverse my decisions would change
I think I would be better off

In reverse things wouldn't be the same
I don't think I'd be so insane
In reverse chaos would be removed
My destruction would not exist

I wish I could go back
In reverse to change my soul
I want to re-live
All the times I lost control
I could then re-work
All the wrong paths I've led
And I wouldn't be saying
I'm sorry for the things I've said
And maybe you'd be standing there
Still by my side

In reverse your life would change
Because I'd be a part of it
In reverse I'd be the better person
That you had always known

So my auto-declare
Lets me travel in time
And maybe there
I would decide

That I would go back
In reverse to change my soul
I would re-live
All those times I lost control
I will re-work
All the wrong paths I've led
I wouldn't ever have to say
I'm sorry for the things I've said
And you would be standing there
Right by my side
You'll be standing there
Right by my side

I could guarantee all of this
In reverse
In reverse
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