Marissa Nadler — Apostle lyrics

You say it's time to put away the bottle
I don't remember what you said
I will take you in as my apostle
'Cuz a love is in our bed

I'm hol-ding on to you
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Threw the door in your face again
You're closer to me than my own skin
You know this cold is so ingrained
And the words are wearing thin
I'm hol-ding on to you

I know it's time to put away the bottle
I remember what you said
I will take you in as my apostle
I don't want to end up dead

I'm hol-ding onto you