Mary Magdalan – Pity Girl lyrics

No no it's just in your mind it's just in your mind it's just in your mind
Let me get inside your mind
Let's drive blindfolded on highways until we fuckin die
Let's cut up all these lines in bloody suicide
What the fuck What the fuck What the fuck

I hate my fuckin life I think I need a sign from Christ
Before I fuckin slit my wrist with this dirty knife
I'm livin in a box swimming tied to rocks
Cryin til I'm bloodshot stomach up in knots
I've given all I've got it's not enough then what the fuck
I'm either fuckin cursed or I'm just stuck with shitty luck
Pissy drunk carving lacerations in my arm
& what the fuck why do my temptations do me harm
& I don't know what I can do to keep my fuckin head on screwed
Maybe pop a pill or two or sniff a tube of model glue
It's obvious I'm vulnerable crude & I'm despicable
All Hail Mary Magdalan but Mary is just miserable

I'm a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
Who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
The vanity consuming you is just so fucking pitiful
Staring in the mirror screaming fuck you
Same voices and rushes of adrenaline
Same noises wishing I was dead again
I'm having back flashes of kissin mama's casket
It's just in your mind
Same habits same fuckin shit again
Add & ocd and fuckin Ritalin
I'm having all these flashes they're kissing on my casket
Don't you pity me
Mama please won't you lick my wounds
& my vices
Don't pity me cuz I'll be dead by noon
I like it!

Can you see inside my head it's filled with anxiety
Paranoia guilt everybody lies to me
I'm overcome with agony find comfort in my tragedy
Casualties, catastrophe & everybody's mad at me
That's why they took my family
That's why I face insanity
& the world around me never ceases to examine me
Pissy drunk shooting sanitation in my arm & what the fuck
Why do my temptations do me wrong
& I don't know what I have done that has me staring at this gun
2 steps to oblivion where no one ever pities them
& no one ever pities me
Look at what you did to me
You're just so fuckin victimy
Cuz no one gave a shit for me

I'm a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
Who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
The insanity consuming you you know is fucking pitiful
Staring in the mirror screaming fuck you
Same voices and rushes of adrenaline
Same noises wishing I was dead again
I'm having back flashes of kissin mama's casket
It's just in your mind
Same habits same fuckin shit again
Add & ocd and fuckin Ritalin
I'm having all these flashes they're kissing on my casket
Don't you pity me
Mama please won't you lick my wounds
& my vices
Don't pity me cuz I'll be dead by noon
I like it!

Nobody knows... Nobody knows

I'm a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
Who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
The vanity consuming you you know is fucking pitiful
Staring in the mirror screaming fuck you
Same voices and rushes of adrenaline
Same noises wishing I was dead again
I'm having back flashes of kissin mama's casket
It's just in your mind
Same habits same fuckin shit again
Add & ocd and fuckin Ritalin
I'm having all these flashes they're kissing on my casket
Don't you pity me
Mama please won't you lick my wounds
& my vices
Don't pity me cuz I'll be dead by noon

Nobody knows... Nobody knows

Let me get inside your mind
Let's drive blindfolded on highways until we fuckin die
Let's cut up all these lines in bloody suicide

No