Modern Baseball – Fine, Great lyrics

I hate worrying about the future
Cause all my current problems
Are based around the past
And I hate when you call me late at night

Just to check in to make sure
I got nothing to be sad about
But it's alright and I'm okay
I won't need your help anyway,

I will. I hate having to think
About my future when all I wanna do
Is worry about everyone but me

I'm so tired, or maybe just bored
I can't really tell the difference
Whenever I'm talking to you
And I know that you just adore,
Starting off with me that way
That there's no way that I'll assume

That you're wasting all of my time
To vent about your problems
Like how your Instagram stopped
Working and how your friends bailed on you
But it was funny cause it was the day
You were supposed to hang with me

Yeah, about that...

I'm guilty as charged for leading you on alive
I know that it's easy to see.
But it's crucial to blot out any signs that
I might have feelings
This way you don't ask me, "how am I?"
This way you won't force me to proceed
With actually having to tell you my worries
With actually having you give a damn about me.
You giving a damn about..

I hate worrying about the future cause
All my fucking problems are based around the past
And I hate when you call me late at night
Just to check in to make sure I got nothing to be sad about

But it's alright and I'm okay
I won't need your help anyway, I will
I hate having to think about my future
When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me