On Broken Wings — A Lazarus Envy lyrics

Last night I realized
My excitement for
Events that were
Not yet my life.
Upon return,
It's all in the past,
It's all a memory.
All my life is,
Is this moment,
And what I can remember.
What I cannot see,
Does not exist,
And to think I
Would have mourned.
I fell in love with life.
What I cannot see
Does not exist.
All my life is memories.
To last night?
We're shells.
We're nothings.
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