On Broken Wings — I Do My Crosswords In Pen lyrics

Ink bleeds deeper
When pressed hard,
Soaks through paper and
Leaves stains on the table.
You don't look how I pictured.
You don't look quite
How I remember.
I'll tell myself
"i cannot surround me."
But some smiles both ressurect,
And drain the life from me.
I don't tell you everything.
It's heartless,
The pictures remind me
I'm calloused to smiles.
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