Penumbra — Neutral lyrics

I was trying to sweep away all my desires,
I threw out emotions, my emotions
Just to live in neutrality cause I know
You only came to leave me, you leave me

You've already see turned back
And left me/you in this way,
I/you don't want to believe you/me, to believe you

So you are/I am far away,
Each step that you/I make takes me/you far away,
I don't want to trust you

Love is a ruler... Bells never ring for us,
That's what we feel,
Living apart is the better way
Can I feel something? Something...
Why our souls are so dry
And our fucking hearts so slow?

You've already see turned back
And left me/you in this way,
I/you don't want to believe you/me, to believe you

So you are/I am far away,
Each step that you/I make takes me/you far away,
I don't want to trust you

Bells never ring for us,
That's what we feel,
Living apart is the better way

Can I feel something? Something...
Something?

And our hearts beat so slowly...
And our hearts beat so slowly...

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