Razed In Black — Share This Poison lyrics

Oh I can't believe what I've done.
Unlocked the door, to my secret place.
Thrust onto me,
With arrows in my heart;
The Inevitable,
My soul's ripped apart.
Fascination, once again, controls me.
It's like a wish, or a dream, a nightmare
Before me.
The tears of the joy torture my emotion.
Why can't this bliss
Last forever more?
I can't stand the thought of life
Spent without your wicked eyes,
Spent without our precious fights,
Spent without your tainted lies,
Spent without a restless night...
I dwell upon the moment
When you begged for a kiss.
Hesitation--I know what it is
It runs in circles, in my mind.
Which man to blame in me,
I'll never find...
And I can't stand the thought of life
Spent without your wicked eyes,
Spent without our precious fights,
Spent without your tainted lies,
Spent without a restless night,
(repeat)
Spent without your love in mine...
Share this poison with me. (x5)
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