Remembering Never — Meadows lyrics

I pictured a place that is and always will be heaven
To the eyes ears nose and mouth
But most of all my dying heart can soothe and regain it's love and affection for all
But especially you
There's a special place knowing no end
To me myself and whatever I become
This thing inside that ticks away
Ticks slower with each coming day
But this place reminds me I am loved but not wanted here
Eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
I am loved but not wanted here
Pain is only the beginning which binds us all together
The meadows somewhere will appear and everything will be all right
Will be all right
I am loved but not wanted here
Eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
This place reminds me
It reminds me there's a special place knowing no end
To me myself and whatever I become
This thing inside that ticks away
Ticks away slower with each coming day
This place reminds I am loved but not wanted here
Eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
I am loved but not wanted here
You are not loved or wanted here
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