Seneca — Ben lyrics

I used to be so cold,
I never let anyone get too close,
My skin so thick that nobody could get in,
I can't believe that's the life that I chose,

My heart used to beat, used to race, it used to sink,
But now it's made of stone, I can't feel it anymore,

I just wanna be like everyone, the way I used to be,
And I just wanna bleed the shade of red that everybody bleeds,
I just wanna see, when I look in the mirror, the man I used to see,
And I just wanna leave, and find a place where no one can see me,

Now everyone is so cold,
They'll never let me get too close,
My skin so thick that bullets can't get in,
I swear this isn't the life that I chose,

My heart used to beat, used to race, it used to sink,
But now it's made of stone, I can't feel it anymore,

I just wanna be like everyone, the way I used to be,
And I just wanna bleed the shade of red that everybody bleeds,
I just wanna see, when I look in the mirror, the man I used to see,
And I just wanna leave, and find a place where no one can see me
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