Sepultura — Metamorphosis lyrics

I've never realized how bad it was
To lose the ground to rest my feet
Humanity is lost inside
My eyes can't teach my mind
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Clockwork nerves controlled my arms
Pupils are wide open to see
No coming back from where I left
I'm a rotten orange healed by force

A number was my name
A priest was my strength
A cell was my home
A nightmare so unreal

I'm not the man I used to be
I'm something else, this is not me
No self respect, no memory
I'm living my own metamorphosis