Veruca Salt — Brian's Song lyrics

I don't know who I am or who I love
I don't know which way is down or which is up
But I'm a big girl daddy
Yeah, I'm all grown up

I don't know where you are or where you sleep
I don't wanna hear your tender voice or hear you breathe
'Cause you're buried in my heart, hon
That's enough

I don't wanna bring you down, boy
I'll hurt you like before
I don't wanna miss you anymore
'Cause I'm happy to be without you
I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure
Happy to be without you

I don't know how I sleep or why I cry
We were dancing in a corner bar
You held me tight
And I kissed your bare arm
There was love in your eyes

I don't know whatever night when it was snowing
I remember surfing on the ice
A slip was showing
Cigarettes, Jim Beam, anything to make you smile

I don't wanna make it bad, boy
We've both been there before
I don't wanna miss you anymore
'Cause I'm happy to be without you
I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure
Happy to be without you, yeah

I don't wanna make it worse by hanging on
I remember how you looked so hurt
And I was wrong
So I'll say I'm sorry in a song

I'm the one who cut you off, I gotta pay
We were dying in each others' arms
How could I stay
But without you baby, where do I belong?

I don't wanna bring you down, boy
I hurt you like before
I don't wanna miss you anymore
'Cause I'm happy to be without you
I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure
Happy to be without you
Of course, of course, of course
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